Music Made Visible
I don't know if I have mentioned this or not but dance is literally my favorite thing ever. I love it so much. When things go bad in my life, just, well dance. To music or no music at all. Because dance is music made visible. For all of you that dance, appreciate what you do and be thankful for your gift. It is an amazing thing that not very many people are blessed with. And when you do ballet, love it. Even if you don't, pretend you do and your life will be a lot better. But if aren't nessicarly blessed to dance, do it anyways. It truly is therapeutic and its a good way to get your emotions out without doing harm to yourself physically or mentally. Just dance.
When It Comes To Boys
Alright, its advice time. DO NOT DATE BOYS!!!! All it does is cause drama and I am in a little bit of it myself right now and it sucks. But to save you from this take my advice. Ok so you can have tons of guy friends and that is perfectly fine but the second you start to like you guys friends all heck will break loose and hanging out will suddenly be awkward and everyone will notice. You see one of my guys friends has dated one of his best friends like 10 times and now hanging out with both of them is really weird. So just never like your guy friends and if you do, don't tell them and don't date them its just going to cause drama. Just hang out with them and have fun and cherish their relationship.
Well Then
The title pretty much sums it all up but I'll give you more of my little life story. Lately my social life feels like a giant tornado scribble. Everything is just messed up to be quite frank. Lots of stuff is going on in my friends lives so they are acting weird and its really buggin. Also, a while ago I really felt stable and like I belonged, but now I feel the exact opposite. My friends are being weird and my life is just kinda boring. Oh and you'll never believe! This kid is telling kids at school that we are dating and I freaked because I've only talked to him like twice and I pretty sure he does weed so he's not really my type. So during lunch today I'm going to go up to him and be like wtf is wrong with you!!! But I probably won't end up doing that because I am a wall flower. :) too nice for my own good. Anyways my advice to all of you. Be kind to others and don't make up lies about whos dating who. Well peace out peoples.
The Run Down
Alright sorry about not posting peoples. But before I update you guys I would love to give a shout out to Lily Gray! You are awesome and your comment made me so happy. Alright so here you go. These last few weeks have been very eventful. My best guy friend got a girl friend which was super hard for me to deal with because I have had a super big crush on him for like ever and they other guy I like i'm to afraid to even tell him even though I talk to him like everyday ugggh thats enough guy drama for now. Lets talk about other stuff. For example I wrote my first ever song. And when I say this I mean like the first song I have written tab to along with the lyrics and I am super stoked. Maybe I will put it on here but maybe not idk...... haha cheese. Alrighty what else interesting has happened in my life, well I figured out that I suck at playing Xbox and I do not like fajitas and bacon is still my favorite color.
Good Things Come From Not Knowing
Alright guys I have a story for you. So I know I girl who used to be one of my really good friends but our friendship didn't last long I guess. So for the last few months since the end of last school year we have been avoiding each other. Anyways there's the background, so in English class we have been writing a final essay for the end of term one. And we put our papers across the room and different people read your story and grade them. And at the end of the day she had read my story and asked the class who had written it because she said it was the best story she has ever read and that she loved it so much. During this I sat in the corner with a smile on my face that probably was touching my ears. I mean she didn't have to say all those nice things about my writing but she did and it felt good to be honest. And after that class she came up to me said that she knew I had written it but she just wanted to show the class how great of a writer I was. I was almost speechless but I managed to say I thank you to her. I mean I almost cried I was so happy. I think this story just proves that people can change and do not hold people against their old acts.
I Have Five Words For You
The fox, is pure, genius.
The Power of Choice
Hey sorry I haven't been on in a while. Things in my life have been super hectic lately. I know I know first world problems but it still is hard for me you know. I guess lately I have been a little depressed because I miss my brother who is in the military. My other brother is causing my parents stress from just being an idiot. I don't know, maybe I'm over reacting. But I think that all of this is happening because of some of the things that I did. I did some bad things and now I can really feel the consequences from my choices. And for those you are LDS, I haven't been feeling the holy ghost very much lately, and its been really hard for me. So just don't take the gift of the holy ghost for advantage because life without it is almost unbearable. I guess the moral of this whole post is that your choices do have consequences. And you need to be prepared to face them.
LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE
Ok guys, here is my favorite song in the world. I don't really care if you like it or not but I do. It has helped through so much in my life and I don't know what I would do with out it. Well, here it goes,
"Desert Song"
By My Chemical Romance
We
hold in our hearts the sword and the faith
Swelled up from the rain, clouds
move like a wraith
Well after all, we'll lie another day
And through
it all, we'll find some other way
To carry on through cartilage and fluid
And did you come to stare or wash away the blood?
Well tonight,
well tonight
Will it ever come?
Spend the rest of your days rocking
out
Just for the dead
Well tonight
Will it ever come?
I can
see you awake anytime, in my head
Did we all fall down?
Did we all
fall down?
Did we all fall down?
Did we all fall down?
From the
lights to the pavement
From the van to the floor
From backstage to the
doctor
From the Earth to the morgue, morgue, morgue, morgue
Well
tonight
Will it ever come?
Spend the rest of your days rocking out
Just for the dead
Well tonight
Will it ever come?
I can see
you awake anytime in my head
All fall down
Well after all...
"Desert Song"
By My Chemical Romance
We
hold in our hearts the sword and the faith
Swelled up from the rain, clouds
move like a wraith
Well after all, we'll lie another day
And through
it all, we'll find some other way
To carry on through cartilage and fluid
And did you come to stare or wash away the blood?
Well tonight,
well tonight
Will it ever come?
Spend the rest of your days rocking
out
Just for the dead
Well tonight
Will it ever come?
I can
see you awake anytime, in my head
Did we all fall down?
Did we all
fall down?
Did we all fall down?
Did we all fall down?
From the
lights to the pavement
From the van to the floor
From backstage to the
doctor
From the Earth to the morgue, morgue, morgue, morgue
Well
tonight
Will it ever come?
Spend the rest of your days rocking out
Just for the dead
Well tonight
Will it ever come?
I can see
you awake anytime in my head
All fall down
Well after all...
Sometimes the highest Apple isn't the best one
K it seems to me that I am the only one who doesn't like the new apple update. I mean is it really that cool? Though I will admit that it fixed some major problems but I have an older version of the IPhone (which I am still thankful for btw) so I didn't even get a lot of the cool new features. Gosh dang it Apple your not as good as everyone thinks you are. I wonder how much a Windows phone is.............
I looked in the mirror and thought to myself, your still not cool. And I was really happy. - Gerard Way
My Birthday Wish
Alright guys want to here what my crazily insane birthday wish was?!?! Ok here it goes, I wish that I would be the missionary that converted Gerard Way and his family to the gospel. Weird right? Well even though I know that it will never happen, I just hope that if it is not me, someone else will. I want to be able to see my role model achieve greatness in the gospel you know? .................. Wow I'm weird.
Chameleons
So my biggest pet peeve in the world is chameleons. A chameleon is someone who changes who they are when they are around other people and it drives me absolutely insane. You see, in my life I really have tried to be myself all the time, sometimes it doesn't work and I conform but mainly I have been pretty true to myself. And through my life I have received so much crap for just being me. I mean sometimes people really respect it but most of the time I'm just rejected. All I am saying and all I am trying to get out of this post is that you just need to be yourself ALL. THE. TIME!! Just do it!!!!
Ventinator
I like to vent ok. Just deal with it.
Alrighty
Ok people. I haven't made another post simply because of the fact that I am lazy. Soooooooooooooooooooooo here's another one I guess. Ok. Here I go................................. Ok screw this I don't know what to talk about.
Spupppppppppppp
Alrighty, so I'm just a girl from Utah, home of the Mormons. And yes I am a Mormon but I consider myself a cool one. I don't judge other people based on religion and I don't force my religion on others either. My best friend is an atheist and I could honestly could care less. Ok, more about me. I am obsessed with the Legend of Zelda games and I have a Triforce backpack. My favorite band is My Chem (obviously) and Gerard is like my idol. My favorite food is pasta but my favorite desert is definitely brownies. I love to write music and I have a notebook full of my favorite song lyrics. I also dance competitively and I LOVE it! I do contemporary, pointe, jazz, lyrical, show, ballet and acrobatics. It is my favorite think to do ever. I also love drawing and I will occasionally put my art on here. One last thing about me is that I am absolutely obsessed with superhero's and Marvel Studios. Well, that's pretty much all there is about me. Anyways this site is for you!! And I want to get to know you each individually! Peace out killjoys!!!!!!!!